What I want.

What I want.
I don't really know what I want.
But I want it to be different.
The pain is almost killing me.
I suffer.
From what?

My conscience.

I need to apologize.

I know.

That doesn’t change anything.

But I it changes me.

I can’t do anything but asking

you to forgive me.

Everyone I know

goes away in the end.

I could have had it all.

I have let you down.

I hurt so many people

I care about. I care a lot.

I’m full of broken thoughts,

I can not repair.

You are someone else,

But I am still right here.

What have I become?!

The world was full of magic.

It was beautiful.

It was fine.

What have I become?!

I want to apologize for every lie.

For every betrayal.

For every time I hurt someone.

It’s no excuse to say I’m not right

the head. I know.

Tell me what to do.

I need help.

I want things to become the

way they were before.

This is all I want.

I’m sorry.

S. K. A. J. J. S. K. D. P. T. S. M.